Meditations on a Cogen (No. 12) • Thursday, January 13, 2022

During the 2021-22 school year, I’m having weekly co-generative dialogues (or cogens) with my students. In an effort to help me process these talks and document progress, I summarize and write reflections after each cogen. This is the 12th post in the series.

New faces, new energy
This week’s cogen brought new faces! As the 2nd cohort transitions out and the third transitions in, several members brought their successors with them today. In all, there were 8 students: 5 were veterans and 3 were newbies. As we settle in around the table, and I dump the snacks and water in the middle of it, fresh energy and a feeling of newness envelop us. The kids are laughing. There’s a lot of chatter. The mood is affable. It’s refreshing.

I open the cogen with introductions. Everyone goes around and says their name and grade. I explain the formal name of our space, write it on a nearby whiteboard and explain the term “cogen,” and then ask the veterans to share the purpose of our weekly dialogue. Just like the first time this happened back in November, it is pleasant hearing the students speak of the cogen from direct experience.

As the vets finish, I remember to hit record on my phone and drop it in the middle of the table to capture today’s audio. I hurriedly ask a non-cogen student who is in the room waiting for their friend to snap a few photos of us while we talk. She agrees and says that she’ll email them to me later. Before moving on, I give my two cents to further illuminate the what, why, when, and how of the cogen for the new students. I ask someone to take notes. We’re off and running.

Journal reflections
Eager to know how the math journal went, I ask them about it. How was writing it? What aspects did you like? What can be improved? I inform the group that the assignment was co-designed by me and the first cohort and that the next iteration of the assignment will be assigned in the coming weeks. The students’ feedback today will shape what it will look like. It’s worth noting that a couple of students at the cogen didn’t submit the journal. I assure them that this is not a place or time for me to indict them on their incomplete work. Rather, I want to learn from them, too. Is there something about the design or implementation of the assignment that might help them be more proactive next time?

After I serve up my questions and talking points, they return with several really good critiques and suggestions. I plan to use them all.

  • Add sentence starters to the assignment. I love this idea mainly because I recently saw an English teacher at my school do this for a writing assignment of hers. I underline it in my notes.
  • Make it due on Sunday. This way, the students get the weekend to work on it before it’s due. We recently adopted this approach with DeltaMath and someone notes how it helped her get more of it done.
  • Allot at least one day in class to work on the journal. This is good idea, which I should have thought of myself.
  • Use the cogen to determine the problems featured in the journal. This last recommendation is the most intriguing — at least from a cogen standpoint. I ask the students about the problems I included in the journal; they had to choose one to write about. A few students say the problems were fine, but I suspect that there’s more to uncover, so I probe further. After a few more of my questions, one student asks, “Mister, what if we chose the problems?” I immediately love this idea and nearly hug the student. My vision for her suggestion entails me presenting the cogen 10 problems and then us deciding which 5 end up in the final assignment. We agree that some of the problems should come from the in-class problem set.

Math bingo
Last week, after I asked the cogen to think of an assignment or class activity that they wanted to plan and enact, the students mentioned Math Bingo. So, after we finalize plans for the next journal, I show the group a Math Bingo activity that I found in my Dropbox archives. With some minor edits, it aligns well with the specifications we decided upon last week. The students glance through the handouts that detail the game and like what they see. I remind the crew that they will be co-teaching this activity with me. Next week, we’ll begin our study of complex numbers and the Bingo game — which is based on complex numbers — will take place late in the week, possibly Friday. We field a few logistical questions about gameplay and agree to touch base next week to finalize.

Ideas for Semester 2
A few minutes remain. With all the new members here today, I’m reminded that these students are going to help launch me and our class into the second semester. I decide to do some priming and ask them — I’m specifically looking at the new cogen students, but open it up to everyone — if they want to change anything about the class as we move into semester two.

Any time I ask far-reaching questions like this, I don’t usually get anything of substance from students. These types of queries — how I frame them, at least — are too vague and inexact of requests for students to get into particulars, which is want I want. This time, however, the students prove me wrong! They have two very specific proposals:

  • Given one day per unit to work on DeltaMath in class. I think this was bridged from our discussion about the journal. It is a great suggestion. I should allocate class time for what I value most, right? This is a major takeaway from today.
  • Use the start of class to relearn quiz content in a breakout group. The start of class usually looks the same for us (whole class dicussion). But why? This suggestion is aimed at helping only the students who stuggled with the previous day’s quiz. This means I could use the first 10 minutes of class to reteach these students in a small group while the rest of the class works on something different. We would reconvene as a class after.

Remainders
After the students leave, I stop my phone from recording and plop down at my desk to gather my thoughts on the last 30 minutes. I play two minutes of the audio, but know I won’t have time today to listen to it. Was I talking too much? Did I tap into 1 or 2 quieter students enough to ensure their voices and ideas were heard? The presence of the outgoing cogen students was so bright today. They were wonderful and engaged and unhesitant in their feedback. The demographics of the group stand out to me as well and I note how balanced they were. There was a nice mix of grade levels, genders, races, achievement levels, and special needs around the table today. I’m grateful for the perspective they offered me and to each other.

At this point, I’ve been alone in my room for 45 minutes. As I get up to leave, I remember that I’m still wearing my mask. I unhinge it from my ears and breathe deep. I smile warmly. My body and mind delight in the fact that, for the last 75 minutes, my cogen made me forget where I was. It transported me out of pandemic school year and into a normal one. We laughed, debated, and planned. There was no mention of Covid or remote learning. Both were banned from our dialogue and subtracted from our planning. At least for today, I feel far removed from reality.

I grab my things and leave satisfied.

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Meditations on a Cogen (No. 11) • Thursday, January 6, 2022

During the 2021-22 school year, I’m having weekly co-generative dialogues (or cogens) with my students. In an effort to help me process these talks and document progress, I summarize and write reflections after each cogen. This is the 11th post in the series.

Starting with Gratitude
After a week of remote learning and another week of winter break, we were back. Learning from my mistakes, on Monday I reminded my cogen students about today’s session. I wasn’t going to back myself into another 5-minute cogen that is squeezed in on a Friday afternoon. By Tuesday, 5 of the 6 kids confirmed their availability (one is out with Covid). I supply another gentle reminder today during class.

With one student not able to make it last minute, four mask-covered faces accompany me around our table at 2:45pm. Not bad! Despite all that is eating us alive at the current moment, we manage to meet again. I couldn’t help but express gratitude to the students as we open today. I thank everyone for their time and commitment — especially now. I tell them that examining my teaching alongside students is different — and often times more productive — than when I do it with colleagues. Instead of talking above those who I’m serving, cogens bring me to the source.

Finding successors
The second cohort of cogen members is in its 5th week. A couple of meetings back I asked the group to begin thinking about their replacements. Today, I take a more formal stance and ask them to drop names. We go around the table and each of them chooses a replacement along with a back-up. I explain the changeover process and ask that they start reaching out to their person. Hopefully this time next week we have everyone’s successor locked in. (Today in class I helped one member secure their replacement already, which was nice.)

Earlier today, I finally finished my “Cogen Exit Survey.” The survey is 10 questions; I plan to give it to students when they “graduate” from the cogen. My hope is that it will help me measure impact and better understand my students’ cogen experience. Tomorrow I’m sending it out to cohort 1. This cohort will complete it in a few weeks.

Math Journal
I wanted to use part of today to collect my students’ early impressions of the math journal assignment. The previous cogen students co-designed it with me. It was assigned before the break and is due tomorrow. When I ask if anyone has started it, they gracefully shake their heads. With the week we’ve been having, I kind of expect this. We bookmark the discussion and place it on next week’s agenda.

Crafting their own assignment
After my last cogen, I had an epiphany: Why not have each cohort co-design an assignment with me and help implement it? Maybe my cogen ambitions are growing (or maybe I’m getting bored), but I want the responsibilities of the cogen students to extend beyond our 30-minute weekly dialogues and move into things like co-teaching. For the first cohort, it was the math journal. What could it be for cohort 2? What’s an activity, assignment, or lesson that they want to do with the class?

I don’t know why, but after I ask, a student immediately blurts out, “Math Bingo!” I’m surprised, expecting something more complex. After I think about it, however, it makes sense. We never play games. Years ago, I used to play them all the time, but along the way I have become stilted and set in my ways, I think. His blurting out Math Bingo is a sign: let’s have fun.

The group latches on and we talk logistics. They really surprise me with their planning skills. Some of them are talking like teachers! They walk me through their vision for the game; I request they co-teach it with me and they have no qualms about it. I promise to piece together the problems and create some gameboards. I’ll present this to the kids at next week’s cogen. Win!

DeltaMath Goals
We’ve been discussing DeltaMath completion goals for the last several cogens. This week in class I displayed completion percentages and we set a goal to maintain what they achieved on the previous assignment. The next DeltaMath is due Sunday. At the start of class on Monday, I want the cogen students to reveal the final percentages in a fun way. Since there are two members of the cogen in each class period, they want one student to have the real percentage and the other a fake one. The class would vote on who they think who represents the actual percentage and the cogen students would be reveal it. Going back to my earlier point, this activity extends the reach of the cogen students beyond the cogen itself and into class. It’s not a lot, but it’s something.

And the reward has been decided: me including two problems on next week’s quizzes (instead of one) and the students choosing which of the two they want me to grade. I like this because it avoids awarding bonus points outright, like we had previously discussed. The reward would only apply to students who met the DeltaMath goal individually.

Potpourri
I fill the remainder of the cogen with smaller questions that we don’t have time to fully explore. The first was, would the students attend the cogen if I offered no extra credit? I’ve been thinking about this a lot since September. I don’t love giving extra credit, but I’ve committed to it. What do the students think? Most said they would attend without it. In fact, three of them said they forgot all about the extra credit and have been coming simply because they like it. They admit, however, that the appeal of extra credit convinced them to be part of the group in the first place. As one student said, “It might be hard to get students to come without offering them extra credit, but once they’re here, they will see the purpose and kind of forget about it.”

I also ask the students what advice they have for me when teaching the class at 75% attendance? This has been a reality for the last week and its growing increasingly more difficult to manage. How do I keep absent kids in the loop? How do I approach the students who are present? The unpredictable nature of this phenomenon makes it even more tricky. The students give me little insight into what I should do, but do tell me what I shouldn’t: mandate Zoom for absent students. They are vehement about this! They do not like mandating absent students to Zoom during the in-person lesson. Doing this hasn’t seriously crossed my mind, but another teacher is doing it, so that’s why they mention it to me. If they’re absent, the students much prefer to be given the work to complete asynchronously. I’m still processing how I will adjust my instruction to account for so many missing students, but their feedback is a great place to begin formulating my plan.


Notes to self:

  • I usually take informal notes/minutes during cogens on paper, but in an effort to transfer more power to the students, today I asked a student to do this. It was a small act, but one that I hope to make routine each week.
  • I want to start recording the audio of the cogens. I should start next week by placing my phone in the middle of the table at the start, turn on the audio recording app, and hit record. There’s nothing to lose. It would be interesting to listen to these — especially in the company of other teachers.
  • At a future cogen, I need to grab someone from the hallway and have them take a photo of me and my students around the table. I need at least one!


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My 2021 in Writing

Writing has fueled me for many years. During the pandemic, I’ve found this to be even more true. While struggling to navigate the blurring existence of teacherhood, writing has allowed me to slow things down. It’s given me the opportunity to think and feel.

That said, 2021 was a busy year for my writing. I was processing a lot, and with practically all of my writing is housed here on my blog, its seemed like lazyocho.com was perpetually open in my browser. Hitting “Publish” was my way of heading for the hills, bottling up who I am as a teacher, and holding myself accountable. WordPress reports that I wrote 47,739 words in 64 published posts in 2021. This is by far the most I’ve written in the 7 years I’ve maintained this blog. As I usher in 2022, here’s a look back.

Series
A good chunk of my writing came in the form of serial posts. I started doing these a few years ago and they’ve done wonders for my writing. They give me something big to focus on while adding continuity.

Books
I love to read books, but don’t often write about them. This year, I did. Three times.

Remote Learning
Remote learning has been the name of the game for the last couple of years. So much of what I wrote this year was influenced by it. Here are a few posts that capture some of what I experienced in 2021 and how I grappled with it.

In person learning
The resurgence of in-person in the fall came with a lot of noticings and wondering.

  • Sunrise was a burst of joy that I had to let out. Being back in person meant that I was a teacher again. I was reborn.
  • Unexpectedly, I arrived at school every day with a heightened awareness of self, including my physical appearance. The post Teacher aesthetic was my reaction to these feelings.
  • I wrote Reliving last school year, with joy after being reunited with my remote learning students in an actual classroom.
  • Deprioritizing relationship building was a reminder that, despite challenging circumstances, I couldn’t settle into my new reality and downplay relationship building in the name of closing skill gaps that resulted from remote learning.

Odds and Ends
These are mainly random things that entered my heart and mind at some point during 2021.

bp

My 2021 in writing

Writing has fueled me for many years. During the pandemic, I’ve found this to be even more true. While struggling to navigate the blurring existence of teacherhood, writing has allowed me to slow things down. It’s given me the opportunity to think and feel.

That said, 2021 was a busy year for my writing. I was processing a lot, and with practically all of my writing is housed here on my blog, its seemed like lazyocho.com was perpetually open in my browser. Hitting “Publish” was my way of heading for the hills, bottling up who I am as a teacher, and holding myself accountable. WordPress reports that I wrote 47,739 words in 64 published posts in 2021. This is by far the most I’ve written in the 7 years I’ve maintained this blog. As I usher in 2022, here’s a look back.

Series
A good chunk of my writing came in the form of serial posts. I started doing these a few years ago and they’ve done wonders for my writing. They give me something big to focus on while adding continuity.

Books
I love to read books, but don’t often write about them. This year, I did. Three times.

Remote Learning
Remote learning has been the name of the game for the last couple of years. So much of what I wrote this year was influenced by it. Here are a few posts that capture some of what I experienced in 2021 and how I grappled with it.

In person learning
The resurgence of in-person in the fall came with a lot of noticings and wondering.

  • Sunrise was a burst of joy that I had to let out. Being back in person meant that I was a teacher again. I was reborn.
  • Unexpectedly, I arrived at school every day with a heightened awareness of self, including my physical appearance. The post Teacher aesthetic was my reaction to these feelings.
  • I wrote Reliving last school year, with joy after being reunited with my remote learning students in an actual classroom.
  • Deprioritizing relationship building was a reminder that, despite challenging circumstances, I couldn’t settle into my new reality and downplay relationship building in the name of closing skill gaps that resulted from remote learning.

Odds and Ends
These are mainly random things that entered my heart and mind at some point during 2021.

bp